Thursday, March 31, 2011

悠长的睡眠


我们唯一在生命中的控制是拥有超过我们的思想和行动

人生总是有悲伤的时刻
当你懂得如何令自己开心,活得开朗之后
也许你以为自己不会再为过去而不开心
但事实并不如此
当你以为自己一辈子都会很开心的时候
也许
有些事情勾起了你的回忆
令你再一次感觉到以前的伤痛

原来
有些事情是永远都无法忘记
而在这世界上
亦没有任何东西是绝对的

从星日至星四,算一算,加起来,总共才睡掉一天的宝贵时间
对很多人来说,二十四个小时可以做很多事情
但我只花来和周公联络感情
只因为,生病了,情绪病发作
喜欢藉睡觉来逃避很多事
头痛,睡觉
胃痛,睡觉
难过,睡觉
心情不好,马上睡觉

对我而言,睡觉就像止痛药一样,可以暂时抒解不快,让奔腾的,不稳定的情绪冻结
睡过一场久久的,饱饱的觉后,烦恼就会离我远一点
即时无法让我完全开心,至少不那么郁结
睡眠,可以让我疲倦的心得到暂时的歇息
它也像是我的沙坑,让想当鸵鸟的我,尽情埋首

情绪低潮时,我不需要悠长的假期,但只是需要悠长的睡眠

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Lyric...


Something fell out when I was reading my diary
Its a lyric that I copy down a long time ago
I thought I 'll never experience this kind of feeling anymore
But I'm kinda wrong


Someone told me this is how you defense yourself emotionally
First, you must be clear that we are human beings that have feeling
Whatever we do and how hard we try to defense
We will get hurt eventually
Defense, only decrease or reduce our pain in the heart
Second, be yourself and be satisfied
I can't proceed to the third step because I have not completed my second step


 One Of These Days 
Wish someone would tell me when 
I won't think of you again. 
I'll get past the emptiness and 
let a little happiness back in. 
Pretending not to care, 
Leaves me half way there. 
One Of These Days, 
I'll be completely over you. 
Heaven knows how long it will take. 
One Of These Days 
Some how, some way 
Ever since you've been gone, 
Time has a way of dragging on and on. 
Friends drive by to comfort me, 
But I'm not much company for long. 
Oh I'll get past the what was, 
If I wait long enough


Trying hard to learn to accept the unchangeable
Change the changeable
Coz the only real control we have in life is over your thoughts and actions