I've not sleep well for the past 6 month
The earliest is around one..I think
And the worst is getting sleepy at around four in the morning
And have to wake up at five something to get ready for school..
I've not even slept properly yet..=.= Damn alarm..!!
I dare to say..it's getting on my nerve already..
I've try everything..from listening to soft music, meditation..
once a while tablet..
I'm tired but I just can't seem to close my eye
I don't want to experience the nightmares over and over again
I realize I've stop having this nightmares a few weeks ago
But it came back today..when I was having a nap
Can I just flung myself in the middle of the road and end it
Or can I stand having the experience playing in my head
The scene..the sound..everything...
To make matter worse
I realize now that we shouldn't expect too much from new friendship
Just merely enjoyed friendship without expectation
Bcoz in the long run
Sometime you'll end up hurting only yourself
You all may say I'm a jerk, a loser, a coward, and last but not least...selfish
So be it..say what you want to say..say it in front of me or say it behind me
I'll just close my eye and act that I hear nothing
But don't forget that everybody have their patience's limit
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