running away

tired of hearing all the constant crabbing and nonsense wherever i go
i live my life just the way i like it..
as long as i'm happy..then its good enough for me
i do listen to people..i remember every word..just not sure whether to apply it or not..
its so frustrating..
maybe i'm just not build to live.


something i'm happy..and sometime i don't..
i just don't get it why people make such a big fuss over it..
so what..this is life
who dare to say they don't experience the up and downs of life..
i admit that i'm not good when it come to handling emotion kind of stuff
people say i'm very predictable..i have invisible word written on my face=.=
yet sometime hard to understand..especially my actions
that's a bad thing..i think??

i run away when somebody is being too good to me
coz i dun think i can meet their standard or i'm good enough
life is too full of surprises that i don't think i have enough strong will to handle
i really don't want to hurt anybody nor am i capable of hurting if i wanted to
sometime it just happen with or without my knowledge

i give what i am capable of giving..
i share what i am capable of sharing..
i cherish what i have now in my life..
my family..my friend..
but most of all..
i try hard to live life without expecting much and try to hold on to what i believe in ..
i just really hope that i will stay firm and strong
coz if i don't..than i'll be like a lost soul